Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Immortal And Beyond


So many happy days spent,
So many seasons watched
when i used to live,
in the place humans called, a forest

born out of a single seed,
i was the first to bloom,
and amongst my many siblings,
i lived happily .

Bore many a fruit, drawing children into my warmth,
helping them to hide while play,
sheltering many weary travelers,
growing with pride during those days.

stopped many a flood,

braved many a storm

housed within me sweet twittering birds,

and cute nibbling squirrels.

time went on,
filled with happiness was I,
when I was named "The Oldest Tree",
and I lived on serving them all, until ......

I noticed a change of priorities in men,
in need of space they chopped down my kith,
but my feeling of being superior,
made me think of them as harmless.

But one day, awoken by a loud 'whirr'
my worst fears became reality,
OHH!!! SUCH PAIN,
feeling my body being CHOPPED MERCILESSLY!!

I cried inside thinking,
WHY, OHH WHY!! hadn't God -
given us the power to speak,
to cry, to reason, to plead.

to defend ourselves, we do not know,
to run, we do not know,
to shelter ourselves, we do not know,
why weren't we blessed with such powers.

while the foolish, selfish men,
use theirs to destroy us.
why didn't we even get,
the power to atleast defend ourselves!!!

But, all of a sudden these thoughts stopped,
and as I felt myself falling,
being torn away from mother Earth,
I took my last breath and mustered all my energy.

pictured all those beautiful memories in a moment,
those children, those lovely birds,
those wonderful passing seasons experienced,
and cherishing them, I died, with so much to leave behind.

but even now, I live on,
as memories in them, my children,
Every form of life which I housed,

And now no man can ever destroy me.... I won over after all

Monday, March 19, 2007

me.... a peek into my life so far

Remembering my childhood days,
i see flashes of minutes gone by,
thinking on how the past has shaped me,
i dream on.

coming on from when i was 7,
I was handed a responsibility,
of being a brahmin,
learning various hymns, time passed.

god fearing was i,
reciting all that was taught,
everyday, till i was 12,
when i turned a bad leaf.

teenage creeping inside me,
i followed my peers,
searching for transient glory,
i landed myself in trouble.

even then i didn't change,
following the wrong path,
i started paving a tunnel,
to a disastrous future, until....

a light flickered somewhere,
changing my direct course,
i got transferred to another school,
where i was an alien.

amidst such gems was i,
that i found a wing for my plummeting life,
and i changed once more,
to an extent which restored my senses.

then during 15, life changed,
was put into a different school,
facing a new environment,
i met up with multifarious people.

but by then i had learn't,
the art of filtering my thoughts,
was able to find the right friends,
and so life went on.

then came 17 with all it's glory,
had been placed in a,
wonderful and bubbly college,
made a lot of friends.

and now I'm 19,
life is moving like a boat on a limpid ocean,
amidst my friends and my teachers,
i hope to find my second wing and fly again.

Friday, March 16, 2007

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FOLLOWING IS MYSELF!!!!!



what is this feeling that creeps on
every time i try to achieve something
every time i want to succeed
every time i want to speak in a crowd
every time i wish to attain the peak,

drawing me down
sending chills down my spine
causing goose bumps
making my hands to tremble
putting a block in my throat

restricting my speech
lowering my performance
pulling down my confidence
reducing my talk to a stutter
making my heart pulse faster

i guess this is what people call nervousness
which i have in abundance!!!!!! :(

Friday, March 9, 2007

this is what friends are!!!



strolling along a lonely road
i stare into the foggy night
looking for light to help me
find a place in this huge wide world

specks of illumination pass by
giving partial visibility
without any significance
and so i wander on

until i find a grandeur illumination
filling my path with glaring light
and as my pupils adjust themselves
i see my friends sourcing the light